Happy New Year Non-Update by Jason-Alan, literature
Literature
Happy New Year Non-Update
Oops it's been like 7 months. (Read: previous statement made ~October '19, and then I put this update off 3 more months until the new year.)
So the long and short of things is that mental illness is a whole-ass bitch. I have worked on actually writing Chapter 14 all of, like, one time since uploading Chapter 13. What a chapter that was that I realized I lost all my previous audience on lmao
The plan back then was for me to organize everything I had written down before continuing on to the second major portion of the fic. I've worked on that like... once. Again, oops. However, I have continuously encountered inspiration for not just this but
I rediscovered Evanescence tonight. A double-edged sword. On one hand it gave me massive inspiration. On the other, My Last Breath is the saddest song in existence and I’m a crying mess because on top of the song in general, I immediately associated it with inspiration-involved stuff, which means linking it to a fictional character. That always makes it one hundred times more emotional. The Vitamin Piano tribute cover isn’t any better.
I had a breakdown. This is the aftermath, to the melody of My Last Breath by Evanescence.
Don't grieve for me, dear
I know it's for the best
I've hurt you and everyone else, now I will atone for
Doki Doki Literature Club gave me an existential crisis and I genuinely thank dansalvato (https://www.deviantart.com/dansalvato) for it http://jasonalanjr.tumblr.com/post/176858469754/doki-doki-literature-club-gave-me-an-existential